It's a bittersweet day as we pack up room 3114 and get ready to head home this afternoon. After finding out that this second round of chemo wasn't successful, we are now in the process of figuring out our Plan B. In the meantime, Dad is going to head home for a few days (at least) of TLC in the comfort of our home. Yay. While obviously, this is not the position we hoped to be in at "check-out", the idea of being back in his own bed is increasingly exciting for the Big Guy and we are all excited to have him home. That being said, it is a little bit overwhelming to be leaving this safe space that has been Dad's home over the last 2 months. They have taken such good care of him here! Unfortunately with the "bad cells" still beating out the good, Dad remains vulnerable to infection and continues to rely on a comprehensive regimen of drugs around the clock. Luckily, there is a 5'4", superfit and incredibly strong little lady ready to take on her newest role as super-nurse. With help, of course. Luckily - we've spent a lot of time observing over the last number of weeks and we are confident that we can keep our guy healthy and safe at home!
Over the next week we will continue to strategize and plan for the next stage, while we wait for tests to come back which may provide further direction on treatment. We remain confident that we are in the best hands, and more importantly, that all parties want what is best for Dad. We are all committed to getting Dad the BEST care, no matter where that is. It is an impressive brain trust with this group, and we know that they are going to come up with the best plan of attack. Our eyes are still on the prize, and while this latest news has been quite a blow, we have accepted that our route to the end goal of a cure will just have to be a little bit longer.
One quick PSA as we move into this next stage... While we know everyone is very excited that dad will be back at home (we are too!), all is not back to normal and we will have to continue to be VERY careful in terms of visitors, germs, etc. Even though we will not be in the hospital, we will be doing our best to create a similarly safe / protected space for Dad at home.
We all, especially my Dad, are very appreciative of all of the support and all of your friendship. It is going to get him through this!! Please keep the notes, prayers, and positive vibes coming - we love it.
Onwards and upwards,
Emery